My Field of Paper Flowers

To all of you who can't read this font (hence, all of you), my apologies. It's also the one I use on my computer. I like it!

I fucking hate this stupidass new livejournal system. I will be making my journal over for the next few days (weeks [years {decades}]). The people who control this thing deserve to die. Matthew, I need your help! Stupid computers... *grumble grumble*

120 things I've done....


[x] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day.
[x] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
Total=2

[x] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[x] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
Total= 4

[x] I have played ping pong.
[x] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
Total= 3

[x] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[x] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
Total= 3

[x] I have been on the honor roll.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there
[x] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[x] I have been ice skating.
Total= 3

[x] I have been rollerblading.
[x] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[x] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
Total= 5

[ ] I have passed out from being drunk.
[x] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[ ] I do attend Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday.
Total= 3

[x] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[x] I've lost weight since one year ago.
[x] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
Total= 5

[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team. (In my dreams...)
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a swim team.
[ ] I've been on a golf team.
Total= 0

[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall.
[x] I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x] I've called someone else an idiot.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've had (or have) pets.
Total= 6

[x] I've owned a Spice Girls cd.
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd.
Total= 1

[ ] I've mooned someone.
[ ] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[x] I've been in the newspaper.
[x] I've been on TV.
Total= 2

[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[x] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[x] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
Total= 3

[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker...
Total= 1

[x] I've been called a geek.
[ ] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
Total= 2

[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[ ] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Total= 1

[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[x] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[x] I've been to a rock concert.
Total= 4

[x] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've been picked last in gym class.
[x] I've been picked first in gym class.
[x] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
Total= 5

[x] I've cried in front of my friends.
[x] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages. (I'd guess...)
[x] I've played Halo 2.
[x] I've freaked out over a sports game (Yankees vs. Red Sox, 2003 ALCS; ditto, 2004 ACLS; Yankees vs. Angels, 2005 ALDS, etc., etc., etc...)
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
Total= 4

[ ] I've been to China.
[x] I've been to Spain.
[x] I've been to France.
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[x] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[x] I've had serious converstations on any IM.
Total= 4

[x] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[x] I've been forgiven.
[ ] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[ ] I've cried at a chick flick.
Total= 2

[x] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[x] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
Total= 2

[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[x] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[x] I've driven on the highway
[x] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day.
[x] I've been in a car accident (Poor Pepsi sign.)
Total= 4

[ ] I've done drugs.
[ ] I've been homesick.
[x] I've thrown up
[x] I've puked all over someone. (Sort of... More really near someone...)
[x] I've been horseback riding.
Total= 3

[x] I've spoken my mind in public.
[x] I've proved someone wrong
[x] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
Total= 3

[ ] I've broken an arm.
[x] I've fallen off a swing.
[x] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.
[x] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[x] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
Total= 4

[x] I've lost my backpack.
[x] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[x] I've known someone who has died.
[ ] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
Total= 3

[ ] I've done modeling.
[x] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[x] I've taken something/someone for granted
[x] I've realized how good my life is.
[x] I've counted my blessings.
Total= 4

[x] I've made fun of a classmate.
[x] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[ ] I've asked someone on a date and been turned down.
Total= 2

[x] I've slapped someone in the face.
[x] I've been skateboarding.
[x] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[x] I've lied to someone to their face.
[x] I've told a little white lie.
Total= 5

[x] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted
[x] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[x] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[ ] I've been pushed into a pool
Total= 3

overall= 96

I'm sure all you rabid fans of mine have been waiting for this with bated breath for months on end. The official college report; anything left out isn't here because I was too lazy to type, or Matthew called and distracted me (<3), or space-aliens ate my fingers. Ok..... Let's see... Early in the year, the school screwed up my classes, such that I was a Bio major who wasn't taking biology. Actually, they had registered me as an English major (stupid public school malcontents, always stirring up trouble), which has actually served me rather well. It resulted in my having a class with one Professor Elia. WHY do I care? Because he seems to think I'm god's gift to prose writing. Poor, deluded fool. In any case, it means that I have a VERY satisfactory grade. Let's just say that I'm at the top of the class, and it's the advanced course for English majors. *me being boastful and concieted... it's fun!) My other classes are also going well. So far as I know, I currently have straight A's. My Biology lab is downright depressing, it's so dull. Psych is easy. History makes me long for the cold, sweet embrace of Death (or Matthew).
Anyway, I spend a lot of time here being lonely. Matthew makes life SO much better. I'm positive I wouldn't be able to keep going without him. Actually, I'm trying to transfer to Wheaton! I REALLY hope I get in! I should be hearing in a few days.... Maybe... I love weekends, though! Every weekend, I visit Matthew, and we have an awesome time! I have FAR more friends there than I do here. It's very weird. The campus is absolutely GORGEOUS, by the way!!! (at Wheaton)
I joined the Alliance at my school. I hate it. I went to a single normal meeting, and it was HORRIBLE. They spent a good half hour on ridiculous points of formality, and the rest was spent going around in circles doing nothing, really. There are some nice people in it, but the president, fuhrer, grand imperial cyclops, whatever is a bitchy, fat, hairy, ugly gay man who wears too much purple. *shiver* I'm also trying to join the Biological Society. I keep forgetting. I think I would enjoy it, though. At the little "fair" that the various groups put together, they had sea urchins!!!! eep!
I have to write a seven page paper for history, and I think I might be screwed. I don't know what I'm goiung to do. God I hate that class.
I don't have a job yet. I keep forgetting to contact people. NOT GOOD.
I'm sick of typing. AND MATTHEW JUST CALLED ME!!!!! BYE!!

Take a hint.

It's been a year, and I love him more than the day he said he loves me back. You are everything I ever dreamed of, my love, and I look forward to the rest of my life with you next to me. (like right now) You make me happy every day. I love you. Happy Anniversary, and many more. <3


PS, How amazing is he?????!!!! He gave me a dozen red roses this morning, along with the movie Hellboy, that we went to see in theatres on our first date! AND he gave me some Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans, along with two GIGANTIC white chocolate peanut butter cups, 'cause he knows they'te my favorite, and a sweet little (naughty) keychain, and two awesome wristbands, and I love him, and he's wonderful, and I'm going to kiss him now... Duly kissed. Then, there were also two of the sweetest cards known to man!!!!!!!!!! (They're VERY funny!!!) So you can all see why I love him sooooooo much! Matthew, I love you, and I'm going to go rescue you now, because the baseball game is making you sad, and I can't have that on our anniversary. I love you... byebye